I CHOOSE TO TRUST AND TO CONTINUE ON MY JOURNEY AS PLANNED!

Last we left off, I had driven 4 hours to LA from AZ when I realized that I couldn't find my phone. When I went to look for it in my backpack where I usually keep all my technological paraphernalia.

Heading back to Tucson, I began to accept what I talk about, that everything is in Divine Order and I turned the car around, heading BACK to LA! Are you dizzy yet?  This is what I call spinning in chaos!

Can't make up my mind, my perceived choiclessness keeps me in question!

However I moved through it quicker this time! It didn't even take 5 miles for me to relax into and make a conscious decision about what I was choosing. I choose to trust and continue on my journey as planned! 

When I finally stopped for gas, I searched the car, wanting to be sure of what I had left behind. There down the side of my massage table I could see the top of my native american flute. Ah, that was in the backpack! After further digging, I discovered my computer:) I opened it up and signed into ICLOUD. I click the "Find my phone button," and it showed that it was in my car...somewhere! 

The best part of the story? I was so happy that I had trusted myself and what I knew. 

Can you imagine of my getting all the way back to AZ and THEN discovering that everything was in my car the whole time?  Wow, major gratitude! 

I made it to sunny So. Cal! Oh yeah, and I do have my technology with me so I guess I'll be working while away.  (Which is when I work my best! ask my business coach:) Have a beautiful day! 

Living with Choice

I had a session with my shaman today about choice. My wounds have been centered around choice-less-ness, if that's even a word. I had been spinning in questions....the new dog....where I'm currently living (I'll spare you the rest).  She suggested  that I make a choice to be where I am and with who I am...or not but to do it with conscious intention.

I had thought that I could do that. So I came home and decided that for today, I choose to journey with the new dog, whom I haven't even named and I would be in AZ with joy as long as I choose to be here.

This past week I was house sitting in the desert mountains and during the monsoons all kinds of critters come out....critters is too kind of word....something bigger! Her dog got a hold of one of the poisonous toads and was temporarily paralyzed and still 3 days later has the symptoms of arthritis. While there, I met a rather large scorpion and a even larger something else! Oh yeah, plus 2 tarantulas! I survived even with no one to rescue me!

Committing today to be where I am with choice, I  paid a bit more intention to the dog who was laying next to my feet. I could see out of the corner of my eye, something very large crawling up the back wall near my desk. What the heck! Another tarantula, but this one was in my house....in my bedroom no less! Shit! DEB!!!! I did what any respectable woman would do....have vacuum will suck! Have you ever tried to vacuum a really big spider.....doesn't work! I know, they have cute faces, but it's a bit too much nature!!!

Tarantula